Meh
OMG! I missed another day of posting. This whole blogging thing is way too stressful.
And for the record I am working to make this blog better looking. I make changes then publish, then go to view the changes and it looks the same. Can anyone tell me why this is?
Anyways onto the title of my blog which describes my feelings as of late. I've been going to bed pretty early for the last few nights, but I still feel tired in the morning. Perhaps I'm recovering from the sickness that Dave talks about in his blog. A lot of the symptoms he has describe the way I felt last week. To top it off taking transit to work this morning I got a bad case of bus-sickness. I'm not sure why it only happens once in a while, but it kind of sucks.
My work is also extremely meh. Today is the last day for the Bookstore part of my job. So I will spend the next two weeks at work doing the copying and the mail all day. Should be fun and exciting.
Not sure what I'm feeling about the closure, which is odd as I can be sentimental about these types of things. Probably the biggest feeling though is one of disappointment mixed with apathy. Disappointment because I haven't got things together for the closure the way I would have liked. I have gotten almost no direction on how things were to be handled so I had to muddle through. Additionally I finally got clearance from my manager on Wednesday to run a sidewalk sale to clear some of the junk that we've had forever. Not much time to advertise the fact or anything else. Needless to say we didn't end up selling a lot.
Part of my personality is the need to see everything wrapped up neatly, and in it's proper place. Warring with that is my apathy, and frustration. Why should I care how the store looks? I won't be here, it's not my concern anymore.
I'm hopeful though as I have small glimmers of hope poking through. Mostly coming in the form of excitement as I try to imagine all the directions I could head in now that I'm not tied down here.
And for the record I am working to make this blog better looking. I make changes then publish, then go to view the changes and it looks the same. Can anyone tell me why this is?
Anyways onto the title of my blog which describes my feelings as of late. I've been going to bed pretty early for the last few nights, but I still feel tired in the morning. Perhaps I'm recovering from the sickness that Dave talks about in his blog. A lot of the symptoms he has describe the way I felt last week. To top it off taking transit to work this morning I got a bad case of bus-sickness. I'm not sure why it only happens once in a while, but it kind of sucks.
My work is also extremely meh. Today is the last day for the Bookstore part of my job. So I will spend the next two weeks at work doing the copying and the mail all day. Should be fun and exciting.
Not sure what I'm feeling about the closure, which is odd as I can be sentimental about these types of things. Probably the biggest feeling though is one of disappointment mixed with apathy. Disappointment because I haven't got things together for the closure the way I would have liked. I have gotten almost no direction on how things were to be handled so I had to muddle through. Additionally I finally got clearance from my manager on Wednesday to run a sidewalk sale to clear some of the junk that we've had forever. Not much time to advertise the fact or anything else. Needless to say we didn't end up selling a lot.
Part of my personality is the need to see everything wrapped up neatly, and in it's proper place. Warring with that is my apathy, and frustration. Why should I care how the store looks? I won't be here, it's not my concern anymore.
I'm hopeful though as I have small glimmers of hope poking through. Mostly coming in the form of excitement as I try to imagine all the directions I could head in now that I'm not tied down here.
posted by Eman at 9:53 AM
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